Little Things Don't Seem to Matter

It's been several days since I've posted.

Mentally and physically, I've been exhausted. I shut down when that happens, but it doesn't mean that I accomplish anything. I haven't done anything else in the kitchen since my last post, except make a bit of a mess.

I wonder why or how it is that I can leave things without seeing them through to an end? If I trim the fat off of a steak, why are the trimmings still on the cutting mat the next morning?  Why is it so hard for me to pick the mat up and scrape them into the trash?

I am NOT a lazy person. I work hard and get some amazing things done. But there is certainly a disconnect somewhere. I wish I understood it.

On a good note, I emptied all the trash and got the bin out to the curb this week. That's an accomplishment, right?  I wish I could feel like all the little victories do add up and matter.

I even wonder why I care to write this blog. Does it even make a difference? Are there others who are struggling? Or am I simply a disgusting pig that is so damaged that nothing can help?

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Starting to Show Progress in Kitchen

BEFORE--Left of Stove

AFTER--Left of Stove

BEFORE--right of stove

AFTER--right of stove

STOVE--Still need to work on two of the grates

I wanted to show a bit of progress, even though it is slow-going.  As I look at the "before" pictures, I am aghast as to how bad it is. I also have some pictures to share of my cabinets, though I do not have any from before I straightened them.  I'll have to share those at another time.

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Free Giveaways to My Readers?

As I go through things, I am beginning to start a box full of things that I am going to release.  I have already taken several boxes of clothing to others to sort through and then find others who might use them, so that I do not have to deal with the dilemma of second-guessing myself and bringing them home.

I also have a box started for things for me to sell. I think I will try to do this via Craigslist or eBay. Many of the things that I have are brand new.  Collectibles, books, craft supplies, gifts, and much more.

I had a thought that I might have drawings each week or day for one item in the box, giving entries to those who leave messages on my blog.  I have a few ideas running through my head, but need to knock some of the details out first to figure out what that may look like.  My biggest concern is how I would afford to ship the items to the winners.  I simply cannot afford to go broke in postage and shipping, 

I would love some feedback to figure out how this might be feasible, and to see if this is something that might be of interest.

I would appreciate any ideas or thoughts on this.  Thank you.


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